In the wake of Hamas’ Oct. 7, 2023, attacks on Israel and the start of the war in Gaza, confrontations between Israel and Iran escalated from proxy battles to
Feeling very rubbish at the moment, partially thanks to the "good intended" text I've been receiving every few days. I've just finished a blog post, that will go live tomorrow morning, where I mention more about it. I'm just too angry and sad and disappointed right now to go into details about it... 😢 I wish I was making any progress, I wish I didn't still need all the meds that I've been taking (I hate needing them). But without the meds, I would have given up. To be in pain, to be in discomfort, to not get enough sleep, to have a constant headache that makes my tinnitus hear new sounds (through the beeping sounds there's a buzzing sound now as well)... I feel so bad and I want to improve. But I feel like I'm failing because I can't speed up the healing of my very traumatized and bruised hip area. And getting the question every few days if I'm doing better already... It makes me feel like a failure. Sorry, I didn't want to drag anyone down. But I'm struggling and disappointed and angry... I just want the pain to stop, I've had enough of it... 😭... show more
Feeling very rubbish at the moment, partially thanks to the "good intended" text I've been receiving every few days. I've just finished a blog post, that will go live tomorrow morning, where I mention more about it. I'm just too angry and sad and disappointed right now to go into details about it... 😢 I wish I was making any progress, I wish I didn't still need all the meds that I've been taking (I hate needing them). But without the meds, I would have given up. To be in pain, to be in discomfort, to not get enough sleep, to have a constant headache that makes my tinnitus hear new sounds (through the beeping sounds there's a buzzing sound now as well)... I feel so bad and I want to improve. But I feel like I'm failing because I can't speed up the healing of my very traumatized and bruised hip area. And getting the question every few days if I'm doing better already... It makes me feel like a failure. Sorry, I didn't want to drag anyone down. But I'm struggling and disappointed and angry... I just want the pain to stop, I've had enough of it... 😭
Oh man, this is hard. I'm so sorry you are struggling. I hope there is something kind you can do for yourself. We are sending you all the healing thoughts, love, and dog snuggles.
@Pawpower Fankoos dear 💜 it's definitely hard. I was already struggling loads, and getting another one of those triggering texts... It just blew me up! Thanks for all the love and healing thoughts, and snuggles for the pack! Can't wait till mum will bring Bas with her again, hopefully tomorrow... Need some positive snuggles... 😊 Thanks again! 🤗
That is absolutely understandable why the text was upsetting. Healing takes time, it is seldom a straightforward process and being in pain and so limited in your usual activities has mental and emotional impacts which add to an already hard struggle. 💕🧡
@Pawpower Thanks! yeah, I could do with one or two of those texts. But not every two days or so for 4 weeks... How can one be expected to heal and recover from the loss of their bestest friend, when someone asks you every other day "if things are going better without your friend now"? Who would want to rip open that wound for someone, again and again? And every time I tried to explain, both about me missing Arwen and about my health going way too slow for my liking, but that's the way it is when you have loads of trauma and several surgeries in a short time... And then they just don't seem to comprihend the answer that I give them, so they just ask again and again. It's so triggering and now I have had enough. I don't care that they're family, they're not being "supportive and interested and being kind", this feels more like they're bullying me over and over and I have had enough. Sorry, it's still very raw with me. 😢 But yeah, it is hard enough to deal with all the s... show more
@Pawpower Thanks! yeah, I could do with one or two of those texts. But not every two days or so for 4 weeks... How can one be expected to heal and recover from the loss of their bestest friend, when someone asks you every other day "if things are going better without your friend now"? Who would want to rip open that wound for someone, again and again? And every time I tried to explain, both about me missing Arwen and about my health going way too slow for my liking, but that's the way it is when you have loads of trauma and several surgeries in a short time... And then they just don't seem to comprihend the answer that I give them, so they just ask again and again. It's so triggering and now I have had enough. I don't care that they're family, they're not being "supportive and interested and being kind", this feels more like they're bullying me over and over and I have had enough. Sorry, it's still very raw with me. 😢 But yeah, it is hard enough to deal with all the setbacks and restrictions and the very, very slow way of recovering, without someone "showing interest" like that again and again. Thanks so much for your support and kindness! 🤗 Hugs to you and the pack from me, and boops to all from little Bas, who is lying next to me now. 🐾
Surely no #Edmontonian car drivers would ever be so rude (see me choking on my spit). I like to think some #yegbike fans would mete out a kind of justice similarly though. 🤣
Actually, my experience is that most drivers are too courteous. They often stop when they have the clear right of way, not realizing that the car in the next lane isn't going to stop, and making the cyclist feel obliged to cross when it's clearly not safe to do so.
@ormand.bsky.social Agreed, many are as you say, courteous to the point of infuriating in the manner they endanger the biker by their ignorance, or unwillingness to act on right of way. But the two guys in the video are anything but courteous and I love to see them get their comeuppance.
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Hell's Kitchen Bitches! 🦮🔥
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •Pixy's Journey
in reply to Hell's Kitchen Bitches! 🦮🔥 • • •Fankoos dear 💜 it's definitely hard. I was already struggling loads, and getting another one of those triggering texts... It just blew me up!
Thanks for all the love and healing thoughts, and snuggles for the pack! Can't wait till mum will bring Bas with her again, hopefully tomorrow... Need some positive snuggles... 😊 Thanks again! 🤗
Hell's Kitchen Bitches! 🦮🔥
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •Pixy's Journey
in reply to Hell's Kitchen Bitches! 🦮🔥 • • •Thanks! yeah, I could do with one or two of those texts. But not every two days or so for 4 weeks... How can one be expected to heal and recover from the loss of their bestest friend, when someone asks you every other day "if things are going better without your friend now"? Who would want to rip open that wound for someone, again and again? And every time I tried to explain, both about me missing Arwen and about my health going way too slow for my liking, but that's the way it is when you have loads of trauma and several surgeries in a short time... And then they just don't seem to comprihend the answer that I give them, so they just ask again and again. It's so triggering and now I have had enough. I don't care that they're family, they're not being "supportive and interested and being kind", this feels more like they're bullying me over and over and I have had enough.
Sorry, it's still very raw with me. 😢
But yeah, it is hard enough to deal with all the s... show more
Thanks! yeah, I could do with one or two of those texts. But not every two days or so for 4 weeks... How can one be expected to heal and recover from the loss of their bestest friend, when someone asks you every other day "if things are going better without your friend now"? Who would want to rip open that wound for someone, again and again? And every time I tried to explain, both about me missing Arwen and about my health going way too slow for my liking, but that's the way it is when you have loads of trauma and several surgeries in a short time... And then they just don't seem to comprihend the answer that I give them, so they just ask again and again. It's so triggering and now I have had enough. I don't care that they're family, they're not being "supportive and interested and being kind", this feels more like they're bullying me over and over and I have had enough.
Sorry, it's still very raw with me. 😢
But yeah, it is hard enough to deal with all the setbacks and restrictions and the very, very slow way of recovering, without someone "showing interest" like that again and again.
Thanks so much for your support and kindness! 🤗 Hugs to you and the pack from me, and boops to all from little Bas, who is lying next to me now. 🐾