I lost some sleep today. Not because I had to be up though because I could not calm the monkey (monkey brain). My to do list keeps growing because I keep freezing instead of reacting. It is almost funny how different we can be versus how people perceive us. Keep in mind I do not deliberately try to fit in or appease people's expectations. Though that is just a part of my insecurities. Most people that know me believe I am very confident. Not so much. I am actually very insecure and spend a lot of time reading, researching and studying. Just to be sure that what I want to believe is actually something that is real. Insecurity is a huge motivation in my life. I am very concerned about not knowing. Though I do realize I cannot know everything. I like to be informed about those things that do interest me.

It is time to go to work and I will consider this more when I have the opportunity. I am not really trying to get anywhere with this line of thought. I am just trying to clear it from my head. 😀 😉

Unus Nemo