@Cee75 I know that feeling very well since decades, now I get meds for CPTS (still now for the time being but they want to crack that down) I resort to vaping Indica weed , Kush favorably as it calms and relaxes and get the fear for the unknown away. As very last resort if they take it all> will be alcohol again which of none of them I recommend but we are trapped in a vicious cycle due to youth traumatic events recurring more then once. Keeps me look young but inside I'm broken. Such is life.. I wish you best in any case.
plan-A
in reply to Cee75 • •I know that feeling very well since decades, now I get meds for CPTS (still now for the time being but they want to crack that down) I resort to vaping Indica weed , Kush favorably as it calms and relaxes and get the fear for the unknown away. As very last resort if they take it all> will be alcohol again which of none of them I recommend but we are trapped in a vicious cycle due to youth traumatic events recurring more then once. Keeps me look young but inside I'm broken. Such is life.. I wish you best in any case.
Cee75
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