Since having this #stroke my mood swings between "I feel abandoned why won't anyone fix me" to "this is how I am now, I had best get on with it".
In both cases it is a constant battle every day:
Planning, energy levels, #spoons and all that. Every little thing needs accounting for and explicitly prepping.
Thinking about what I can or should achieve, how far I can go, what timings are. All these little things that you'd take for granted. Add to that a language and cultural barrier that has hampered my recovery and left me constantly on edge and in fear of my life (in case I relapse and suddenly fall over dead) and I'm tired.
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@Cee75 I know the feeling, bad luck never comes alone, it brings his friends along. Or all come to me at the same time of different events each mini cycle that get me killed in the long run. The bureaucracy and treatment methods are not that much different here.\ Best of luck.
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